The moment our intention is to take ‘love’, the natural energy of love becomes distorted and our heart fills with fear. The fear that we will not be enough or good enough to ‘deserve’ it, the fear that we may not be worthy of their love, the fear that we won’t know how to keep it if we do obtain it and the fear that we or them or both won’t live up to the expectations or the fantasy we created in our mind.
I am personally guilty of having a (very) high expectations and building unrealistic, romantic castles in the air. No wonder I came crashing down to Earth.
And yes, I've finally bid goodbye to my boyfriend.
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